OK...not really.
But I was when I started to write this post!
Let me tell you...
I decided to start using Proactiv. I don't have any major acne issues or anything, but I figured it wouldn't hurt to always have pretty skin. That combined with watching TV late at night, and we all know that's not really TV; it's mostly infomercials. Satan's way of making us buy things we don't need, but that we somehow think are going to make us skinnier, prettier, rich...the list goes on.
So...in the past month or so, I had a really, REALLY bad reaction to Proactiv. I didn't know that was the reason behind my "watermelon face" but it turns out Proactiv was the culprit and the reason why I was rocking the Koala Face for 3 days. Took me long enough to figure it out, it had happened at least 3 times before that!
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| Between my swollen face, puffy eyes and frizzy hair...I'm pretty sure this is what I looked like! |
I would wake up scratching my face. My under eye area, my jawline and my eyebrows would itch like crazy. Not only that, but my face would swell up like you have no idea. I looked absolutely disgusting, and while there was no pain; the feeling was rather uncomfortable. It was so bad last week that I actually missed work because of it. I was really swollen and my eyes were so puffy I couldn't even see when I woke up. Again, there was no pain but I wasn't in the mood to answer questions at work about my face or why I looked the way I did. Some people at work are SO nosy and like to speculate and make up rumors. The other time my face swelled up, they said it was because I had gotten into an argument with the hubby and that I had been crying for days (I guess that explained the puffy eyes) So yeah...I stayed home and got better over the weekend. Diagnosis: It was some kind of chemical burn, the formula was too harsh for my sensitive skin.
I am not saying Proactiv is a horrible product and you should stay away from it. It simply did not work for me. I guess my skin is too sensitive and the formula is too harsh. But if you use it and it works for you, more power to you! Go on with your bad pimple-less self! Or if you want to try it, don't let my experience discourage you. Like I said, that was just MY reaction to it, doesn't mean it's going to happen to everyone else who tries it.
But I'm OK now, rejoice!
Alright, time to get cheesy (cue the violins)
I love my friends! It's as simple as that. I am lucky to have two of the bestest, most awesome friends ever. I met "Awesome" almost 5 years ago at work (I don't know if she wants me to use her real name, so we'll call her Awesome for now lol) I must admit that she intimidated the crap out of me when I first met her. She seemed so confident, and had that "I-don't-need-you-to-like-me" attitude. Oh, and yes...Awesome is beautiful inside and out, she projects that beauty everywhere she goes. So, Awesome wasn't mean to me when we first met, but she wasn't going out of her way to talk to me or make me a part of the group either.
At first I thought she didn't like me. I didn't blame her. I know that at first I give off that "I'm a bitch" vibe. But eventually we started talking and got to know each other and became very close. I love Awesome! She truly is awesome. She is so meticulous about everything she does. And everything she does, she does it well. There's no half-assin' it with this girl. She has a huge heart, great morals and values and has been there for me without even knowing it sometimes. So if you're reading this Awesome, I love you and I hope you're always in my life. I am blessed to have a friend like you, I hope you find a good friend in me as well.
And then there's Spunky! Spunky is just...spunky. You look at her and you may see a petite, cute little thing but this girl will kick your ass! She is not aggressive or rude by any means, but if you piss her off she will let you know. (Awesome does that too, she "lives UP here" -if you watch Modern Family, you know what I'm talking about lol)
Anywho, I really admire Spunky. Her plate is as full as it can possibly be, I don't know how she does it. I don't think she gives herself enough credit for all the things she does. She is a mother, a wife, she works, and just like Awesome; Spunky excels at everything. Awesome is the sweet one in the bunch. Spunky and I have the same sense of humor: Dark, sarcastic, sometimes dirty and kind of in your face a times. But she has given me some of the best advice I have ever gotten. Awesome is like a big sister to me, but Spunky is our mama lol, that's for sure.
So Spunky, thank you for being there for me and putting up with my randomness, I love you and appreciate you beyond words!
Alright, now that the cheese has been spread lol....let me talk about other things.
I have been all about decorating! The hubby and I really got into it recently. It's amazing what a big difference a little coffee table, a curtain or some flowers can make. I'll probably post pictures later when we are finished. But we have made our home more beautiful and inviting. I think it has more personality now. I would always complain and say it was too "Blah".
So what am into now? STENCILS.
I have been looking for a stencil that will go well in our guest bedroom (or my makeup room as I like to call it, I have enough of it to open a small store lol) And I can assure you that once I find something I like, I will stencil my whole freakin' house!
Last but not least...What am I reading?
When I was in my teens and early twenties, I used to read these:
But now I am into what some people call "Senior Citizen Reads", or these:
It's embarrassing really...my reaction when I check my mail and see this baby....I love their recipes, especially their Thanksgiving issue. Alton Brown's turkey is the best. That's all I have to say. Don't judge me.
Well this one...I know it's more for women in their 40's I think? But I love it, I love their decorating ideas, their articles and organizing tips! Sometimes I think Awesome wrote this magazine, it's so neat!
This one makes me sad. I wish I had more money to decorate my home like the homes they feature. It has given me a bunch of great ideas, I love it!
And well....what did you expect. This one covers it all. Encourages my makeup addiction, gives me great style tips and ideas...The fall issue above is huge! Go out and get it.
What I'm loving now:
Maybelline's Instant Age Rewind Eraser Dark Circles Treatment Concealer (say that 20 times fast!)
It works magic on even the darkest under eye circles. I had some really nasty ones thanks to my allergic reaction to Proactiv, along with some redness. This stuff covered them right up! I would recomend getting the Neutralizer if you have really dark under eye circles. Use that first and then you can go over it with your shade. Mine is Fair, but I think I'm going to get Light instead...Their Brightener is great too if you want to highlight your browbone area or your cheekbones. Try it out, let me know what you think!
Anyway....that's all I have to say this week. Or for now....who knows if I'll get "inspired" in the middle of the week and decide to blog about something else later on.
Thanks for reading, have a great day!